Power, Appearance and Personality

-since 1995 I have wanted to look exactly like a man in a Fitness add in a Fitness magazine

-named Christian 'PAREDES / PIERDES'

-slightly tall, handsome, largish muscles, dark brown hair, tan, little real body hair 

-with a look of a realistic Messiah to him

-and for years I have wanted the real fully super hero powers in me

-flight, strength, phasing, invulnerable, ground control, telekinesis, heat vision, beam comes from one hand that can create objects and do things, can centre on crime and population centres, can send beams from my eyes that can fix non-living objects, can pass my body through sick living things to heal them etc powers

-with the same Messiah like looking personality at the point how I want it

-the past year my walking and constipation problems have been much greater

-it might take me large steps not to fall over. I struggle to walk without holding on to something

-and my constipation problems are more than they ever were. Apart from some breaks in this. I have been soiling my boxer shorts at times over and over. I have a shower before going to a food outlet. But soon as I am leaving my clothes are getting soiled quickly

-maybe the stronger constipation and walking problems

-are there so I will get the 'CHRISTIAN PAREDES' exact appearance and maybe personality. And the list of super hero powers I loosely call 'CAPTAIN MARVEL'

-maybe the walking problem for one. And the constipation problem for the other. Of the new body or super hero powers

-maybe I went along with / came up with the idea / tried to will this just as I wrote this

-CONSTIPATION - CREATION

-WALKING - I can control ALL MOVEMENTS. I can make people do anything

-any time in the history of CREATION. I can cause people to do or have happened to them

-whatever I like

-if they are dead, in Heaven or Hell, damned, any time in the future or past. And I can cause what I want to happen to Earth. Changing it's past and future how I like

-CREATION / EXCRETION- the time years ago a Staff Member was taking us to the Pools in GREERTON / CREATION / EXCRETION / GENERATION. The client there said he didn't want to come because he had Constipation

-it was there I was able to have a large stamp sized stone. Grey and almost a perfect ball

-I think it might have had something to do with Creation

-the problems with walking magnified about a year ago. The day I went to buy Vacuum Bags at the supermarket. Once I got there I found myself stumbling around. Having work my way around holding on to things

-I just as I was writing this willed the constipation and walking problems. To give me complete control over all Creation

-the day earlier in the week. When I got up I couldn't find the pillowcase for one of my pillows. Later I saw it was stuck to the back of my shirt by a sweet