Home and Away

 -I think when I was very young in another version of me I might have been the DC Comics super hero character Gar Logan / Beast Boy

-who was adopted by a married couple in the late 1960s team Doom Patrol

-some of the team in comics were killed

-Elasti-Girl / Rita Farr and Mento / Steve Dayton

-I saw on Wikipedia a photo of the graves of the New Zealand couple Harvey and Jeannette Crewe

-they looked just like the Doom Patrol couple

-New Zealand's most famous unsolved murder mystery

-from 1970 when I was about 2

-the time I had a slide taken of me standing naked showing me in full

-maybe in my grandparents' garden in Maxwell Drive

-I was thinking on what back issue comics I would order next

-I had the idea I could get about 15 issues of the start of the 1987 comics series Doom Patrol

-that wasn't that connected to me etc

-there were some similar characters. But if real. We would be different versions / people

-I remembered my grandparents about 1978 took me as far South I have been to visit my mother Christine. When she was living in the capital at the bottom of New Zealand's North Island

-maybe saying in another version of me too. Or I might be descended from the Maori Half-God Maui who created New Zealand pulling up the North Island. Like we went to the bottom of the North Island

-while we were there my mother bought me some comics. She misunderstood when I was looking for one she had bought me and I said that wasn't the one I wanted. She was nice about and thought I meant that she had bought one I didn't want

-today I was thinking of buying the first 17 issues of a 1987 new version of Doom Patrol. Then the series became darker and twisted. With little of the original members in it

-so maybe my mother and her parents were always robots like I thought they might have been. Unthinking life like

-maybe my grandparents and mother killed the Crewes

-"that's not the one I wanted"

-one comic my mother bought me down there. Had black and white reprints of horror stories

-there was a panel a naked man lying in bed. Maybe tall with maybe fawn hair

-the Police were bursting through the bedroom door saying Get up

-many years later in High School there was a student a few years higher than me looking like he did

-named Brendan Kilmister

-Brendan / Iranian

-Kill the Mister in males

-Kill the Messiah

-maybe the Terminator films were partly based on this

-my friends were playing Handball. He walked past in a black leather jacket and flicked the Tennis / Ball off when it hit his jacket

-I made a joke soon after. A friend Brent Legatt said You can't grow a ball. You're just trying to be like Paul Longley

-like saying I have had a lot of affairs

-'Legatt' - there was a cast member of Life / alive with Derek with that surname

-I had based ideas for a lot of spaceships I tried to create around the idea of Board Games

-You can't grow a ball

-maybe meaning the spaceships can't grow food or make copies of things when supplies are gone

-in comics when very young Gar Logan was an actor on the TV series Space / spaceships Trek 2020

-maybe the two Doom Patrol members were reborn on our world after they died on their planet

-and they looked like the murdered couple the Crewes

-and for some reason my grandparents murdered the Crewes